So I was feeling a little under the weather last night. It's like I have this low chest cold, like you know the one you get when you feel like you are wheezing. It's like it's just sitting there and I hope it doesn't turn into pneumonia. That would be an auto admittance into the hospital for me. I'm going to take some medicine, and then drink lots of fluids today. It just sucks because I have a choir concert on Friday, and I'm going to see my friend on Saturday. Even though we're singing one song, I just don't want to hurt the performance and would really like to see my friend. Well I need to get breakfast and then it's class time. See some of my friends in choir, and the rest of you I'll see around the music building.

Love you all,

-Chris-

Good morning to all my friends out there. It's Monday morning and it's one step closer to the so much week I need off of school. I'm really excited and happy today for some odd reason. Probably before the weekend was all horrible and everything I'm just glad to hear that break is coming up quick.

With everything being the way it is for me right now I am so excited to go to Madison, WI. to visit my best friend and see his finance who is also my friend whom I haven't seen in forever. It should be a great time. Apparently there is a small party going on Sunday for my best friends birthday. I need a party at this point, and will be glad when I get their. Along with this I also get to see my grandparents next week as well. Since I am driving to Madison I figure I am going to split off the time between my best friend and seeing my grandparents.

Otherwise I'm just chilling in the 4 point where I usually sit before Music History. It's going to be a good time as always. haha. Well I should probably be doing something though, so really it's a boring time. Maybe I'll go play some clarinet, that sounds fun right now.

Well I think I'll do that actually. Clarinet time sounds fun. Also I wanted to apologize to everyone for such a bitching weekend with the lj. This weekend was just that bad, and I really didn't understand anyone. Love you all, and I'll see you all around.

Love to you all.

-Chris-

So it's so nice today. Just figured it's going to be gorgeous this afternoon with a high of 58. So nice. I woke up and it literally felt and smelled like Spring. Even though Michigan's weather is efed up, I still adore today's and will adore tomorrows weather!

100 Truths

Last beverage → Cherry Coke
Last phone call → Mom
Last instant message → Rachael
Last song you listened to → If Music Be the Food of Love
Last time you cried → Not recently.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Nope
Been cheated on → Yes
Kissed someone & regretted it → No
Lost someone special→ Yes
Been disappointed in someone→ Yes

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → No
Laughed until you cried → No
Met someone who changed your life → No
Found out someone was talking about you → Yes
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → Yes
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → All of them.
How many kids do you want to have → 2 or 3
Do you have any pets → Nope
Do you want to change your name → Nope
What time did you wake up today → 7:45
What were you doing at midnight last night → Homework...
Name something you CANNOT wait for → Break
Last time you saw your father→ Been a long time sadly...
What's one thing you wish you could change → That my parents wouldn't of gotten a divorce.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yes
What's getting on your nerves right now → Stress
What's your real name → Christopher Thomas Belanger
Zodiac sign → Cancer
Elementary/primary School? → Union School
Middle/secondary School → Saline Middle School
High School → Saline High School
Hair color → Brown
Long or short → Short
Are you a health freak → Not really.
Righty or lefty → Righty

FIRSTS:
First surgery – Umm considering I had one two weeks after I was born, it's been awhile.
First piercing → None
First best friend → Erich Sundendorf
First sport you joined → Bowling
First pet → Skamp- Hamster
First vacation→ Had many, can't really recall.
First crush → Lisel Green

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing
Drinking → Water
Waiting → To go to bed, but I am filling this out.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yes
Want to get married?→ Yes
Careers in mind? → Music Administrator, Dream- Clarinet professor.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger → No
Drank hard liquor → Yes
Lost glasses/contacts → No
Ran away from home → No
Broken someone's heart → Yes, and I hated doing it
Turned someone down → Yes
Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Always
Miracles → Yes
Love at first sight → No
Heaven → Yes
Santa Claus → Yes
Kiss on the first date → If the mood is right!
Angels → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → Nope


Thanks Anne! :)

Haha. Anywho I am in a grand mood so far this week. Even though I have a shit load going on. I love my friends, love my brothers, and yes I LOVE YOU TOO! haha. k...bedtime now.

Chris

Did I say I love my friends? haha. OMGosh I love you all.

Chris

Thursday night was awesome, Friday was even better, and Friday night kicked butt. I love everyone of my good friends a lot. Good job last night Symphonic Band and U. Choir. It was a great concert. :)

-Chris-

Man wtf is up with me. I thought I did really well on an exam, but I ended up doing shitty. I need to figure out what is wrong with my studying.

Otherwise I have a lil bro, and am totally excited to show her through the process.

Much love to you all!

-Chris-

YAY! My heart is a-ok! I wanted to thank everyone for all the wishes they've been giving me through out the week.

Other then that today is good, I love everyone I know, and can't wait for the concert this Friday! :)

I really don't know how I feel about last week. I mean it was good, but damn. I seemed to screw myself over at the end of the week. Yet I was in a great mood, I faked it at some points. Tomorrow's a new week so it should go better. I just can't wait for spring break to see Adam and Mary. It's going to be a great time. I just have to survive the rest of the semester. I know it's only February, but these next few months are going to go quick, and our critical to if I graduate in April.

Other news, well there is no other news. lol. I've just been trying to meet new people on the site my friend told me about. I have, but some people are just weird. I have the creepiest people look at my profile sometimes, but oh well. As long as they don't contact me, then I'm cool with it.

Tomorrow is the honors band concert. I am not going, but going early to drop off some food for the after reception. Otherwise tomorrow is studying, and getting ready for concert week! :) I can't believe our first choral concert is here. I'm stoked, have a total busy week ahead of me, but am totally excited.

Guess that's it. Love to you all.

Chris


P.S. Forgot to add that I am thoroughly excited for First Degree for KKY this coming week. :)

So I got my heart tested. The tech took lots of pictures which is normal considering how many damn ultrasounds I've had in my life. I've lost track...

So yeah, I'll know the results Monday. Stay tuned.

Morning all. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and Friday. I'm going to go get my heart tested around 1:30ish. I'll let everyone know what's up when I do. Love you all.

Chris

So I was going to post yesterday, but I was tired, and not feeling and motivation at all to post.

Week 4 has been quite the week. Nothing is going bad, but I got some news yesterday that I did not want to hear. Apparently there is something wrong with my heart. My doctor told me this yesterday as I was getting my kidney checked out. My kidney is healthy which is grand, but my heart needs to be tested. She said I might have AR, or MR, I don't even remember. It's something to do with a valve or my beats in my heart. Recently this past year I've been having problems sometimes where I would wake up and feel my heart beating oddly. I do have a heart murmur, which is normal along with another condition that gives me odd beats in my heart, but we just have to wait to see what else I have. UGGGHH. So we'll see when it gets checked out tomorrow afternoon. Don't worry everyone, I should be ok. I'm just nervous.

Other then that I'm doing good. The one entry about class is about my IS-215 class. People in that class are so rude. I'm like really? Are we really in high school. I just wanted to tell everyone to get the F out and let the teacher just teach me. I admit, it's not the greatest class in the world, but hey, give the man some respect and shut the F up because I am trying to learn!

ok..phew now that was fun.

Otherwise all my other classes are going great. I love this semester, I love my friends, and I'm meeting a ton of nice people on that site that Jordan told me about. Just makes me happy inside that I'm meeting new people. Well I have class at 1 so I am out!

Love you all!

Chris

So my dad got fired from Ford. The economy sucks, and Ford is on my bad list now. Love you dad.

Chris

So I have some points to make about some stuff. More coming later.

So I took this from my best friend Miranda. Felt bored, and also felt like doing this, so here we go.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Nope, sorry. Relationships are about communication, trust, and understanding.

Have you ever slept in contacts?
Don't wear them.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
Yes, as long as they don't come home drunk every night.

Do you have a bad habit?
Yes, everyone does.

Your number one tells you they're pregnant what do you say?
"Congratulations!"

Have you been to a baby shower?
Nope.

Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.

How many piercings do you have?
0.

What is your favorite color?
Baby blue.

When is your birthday?
06/29

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yes, and she knows who she is.

Are you shy or outgoing?
Shy.

What color are your eyes?
Brown

How did you wake up this morning?
Was lazy and didn't drag myself out of bed until 11:58 a.m.

Do you always answer your phone?
Yes, but don't if I am busy.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yes.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl?
Yes. lol. Girls confuse me dammit!

How tall are you?
5'9".

Have you ever been in a car accident?
Yes.

Would you rather have a smoothie or milkshake?
Milkshake.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Meeting someone new.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
100%.

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
Yup.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Not unless you are married. I mean if you are dating a month, and a year would be a big deal.

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
Nope.

Your bestfriend likes your last ex, you say?
"I would be fully supportive of you."

Are your ears gauged?
WTF?

What's in your pocket?
No pockets, I'm in my pjs, and a tee.

Did you kiss anyone today?
Nope.

When was the last time you had your heart broken?
When my ex of 1.5 years said that I cheated on her and started a rumor. Sad to know that someone would say that about me.

Are you left-handed?
Nope. I'm a righty!

Who makes you happiest?
My friends.

Do you have any expensive jewelery?
My watch.

Do you have any expensive clothes?
My tux.

How fast have you driven a car?
85. Yes I I don't speed.

Last place you drove your car?
Dominos! Mmmm.

Ever been out of the country?
Nope, but will be in May! YAY choir tour! :)

How many pairs of shoes do you own?
4. 2 dress shoes, tennis shoes, and my casual shoes.

So there's the random survey for you!


In other news as I said in my previous entry I started a new chapter in my life. One of my new years resolutions was to meet new people, and step outside the box, and do stuff I usually don't do. Just meet random people I don't know. So my good friend Jordan whom I sing in choir with suggested this site to me. Yes, it's a dating site, but I'd figure I'd just see who actually wants to just say hi and talk to me. You'd be surprised who messaged me so far. There are some really nice people out there, and I've already met some new people. Dang though, if they ask me to meet and go on a date I will be like...eeek. Not sure how I feel about that yet. Oh well, I thought it was cool. Feel free to leave a comment if you wish.

New week, lots to do, so here we go! Night!

Chris

So I have an entry to post, but I am going to do that tomorrow. Night!

Week tres is over.
TGIF!
I've been smiling all week for some reason.
I really don't know why?
So taking a nap later today.
This week has worn me out.
Weekend will be busy. Lots of homework and reading to do, along with KKY rush.
Guess I better get ready for class.
Much love to you all!

Chris

I have a new respect for our government so far. President Obama is the first President that defines who I am as a person, and who I view to be a promise to re-shape America. Though it is too early to tell and he has a tough year and years ahead, but I think this new dawn in government will work out in the long run. Who knows...it could go either way? I feel great though. :) Have a great Wednesday everyone!

Chris

This 3 day weekend was superb. Not that I really did anything.
For the most part I was lazy. Sat around most of the time and relaxed.
Talked to my friend from NYC a lot, we played some Gears. It was great.
Otherwise I did nothing.
I read, watched a ton of the inauguration coverage. Which is going to be exciting to watch tomorrow.
Personally I think this. It should be a national holiday every 4 years. It's an important aspect to America, it's history, and especially this one. No I'm not preaching who I voted for, or trying to argue the points on why it should be that way. I'm just stating that it only happens every 4 years. Every person should take a day off work, school, and take part in that day to celebrate what we stand for. Personally for me I'm skipping one of my classes to watch part of the coverage tomorrow morning. I don't want to be in class when Obama gets sworn in. Sadly I'm going to miss the parade, but will record it.
Yeah, so I just wanted to put that one out there. I think it's important for every person no matter young or old man, woman, and child to take part in the day.

Otherwise life is eh. I just want to graduate. I'm tired of being single....again...I getting to understand myself more and more as I talk to my close friends about relationships. They suck, and if you don't promote your time, and communicate at all life is going to be crap. I'm me and no one can change that. If someone out there can just like me for who I am, where I've came from, and understand me for me I'll be fine with it. I'm not looking for the perfect girl. I don't base my relationship happiness of looks. I base it off love, character, and making me smile where I can go home and someone can say to me when not told hi hun, how was your day? etc. I guess it's just been hitting me lately I guess. Oh and one thing that anyone doesn't know about me that irritates the heck out of me. If you're going to avoid me fine, but be honest with me and say you're not interested. I personally think that is rude, and just not to say nothing is really low. I could go on and on about that, but nope. I'm just stating one of my pet peeves.

I guess that's it for now. Lots to do this week and weekend!
Rush week for KKY! :)
Concerts are coming up soon! :)
Have to go turn in my passport application! :) WOOT WOOT!
Otherwise I'm still the typical broke, have no time college student.
Almost 3 months until I graduate! Let's hope it comes fast as they say it does!

Goodnight, and love you all!

Chris

You know I really haven't been that into politics at all. This is only my 2nd presidential election that I got to participate in. To be truthfully honest, this is a historic one. Every chance I get I come home and turn on the TV and can't wait to see President-Elect Obama get sworn in tomorrow at noon. Been pretty much watching T.V. about it, or reading on websites. This is going to be an interesting 4 years. I wish the very best to soon to be President Obama and his family.